Continuing "The Kennedys, the series.", (Itself a followup to to my KAW entry, "The Kennedys,") I present season 2, "Working Apart."

I'll be releasing these one a week. After that, season 3 is in the can, and season 4 is in production.

Episode 2.1: Large Proposals; Proposal 1.
Episode 2.2: Large Proposals; Proposal 2.
Episode 2.3: Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes (Turn and face the strange).
Episode 2.4: A tough job (but somebody's got to do it).
Episode 2.5: Be Still my Cheating Heart.
Episode 2.6: What happens in Vegas.
Episode 2.7: Interview with Kiki.

 

Episode 2.1: Large Proposals; Proposal 1

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I flew down to L.A. with Kiki again. This time we were met at the airport by Jade, who expressed surprise to find me in tow. Jade was different from the average porn star I'd met before. First, she was driving an old Geo Metro, so I guessed frugal. She was also bigger than the average porn star, she was what is known as a "BBW" it seems, "Big Beautiful Woman." I wouldn't argue with any part of that label; she had humongous boobs which wobbled temptingly. She was also black, or African-American, or whatever you're supposed to call someone these days. Her skin was a nice shade of mahogany brown, which I could see plenty of under her halter top.

We were down in L.A. to shoot "Interracial BBW Lesbians." Kiki of course didn't count as a BBW, far from it, but the schtick for the video was contrasts. Size and color both made for good contrasts. There are a lot of inexplicable fetishes in porn, I'd never considered interracial as anything special; some people like it it seems. I'd never considered BBW before either, but with Jade sitting next to me, I could definitely change my mind about that. Lesbians are pretty standard in porn, for men's enjoyment of course. I like lesbian scenes, I don't have to ignore a man in it, and I can identify with both characters liking women.

It was later than normal leaving the airport, mid-morning on a Saturday. The traffic was terrible, so it took us a lot longer to get where we were going than I expected. We arrived at the usual nondescript commercial building. We headed into the dressing room which was empty, and the girls started getting ready.

I got to watch as usual, I knew what Kiki looked like naked, but I'd never seen, or even met, Jade before. She was interesting, there's more of her than I'm used to. Her boobs were huge as mentioned, obviously natural and swayed nicely. Her hips were generous, so all over she was well proportioned and shaped. She did have a bit extra around her middle, and it jiggled interestingly. Her "tan" was all over, it made her look quite exotic, and in contrast to Kiki's pale skin, I could see why interracial might be interesting.

The girls were still changing when two naked girls walked into the dressing room and told Jade and Kiki they were wanted on set in five minutes. Kiki introduced me to the two new girls, "Hatti" and "Iya". She apologized to the new girls for being late. The traffic did seem to have held us up more than expected. She then apologized to me, she had planned on me going down on her and Jade before the shoot. I like doing that. Kiki then asked if I wanted to stay with Hatti and Iya, with the implication of sex, or come watch them shoot their scene. As much as it'd be interesting and different to watch Kiki and Jade do the scene, the promise of sex won.

Kiki then told the new girls to be nice to me and she walked off with Jade. Kiki and Jade were both wearing interesting lacy lingerie. Hatti and Iya were also shooting Interracial BBW Lesbians, so they were a contrast. This time, Hatti was the BBW and white, she wasn't as nicely shaped as jade, a little too much around the middle to have a really good shape, but she was still naked and in front of me. I wasn't going to be so petty as to worry about her shape. Not with sex on offer. That left Iya of course, as the black half of the couple. She was even more of a contrast than Kiki and Jade, she was very slim, and really didn't have much boob at all, so not much shape. Again, I'm not that petty so as to complain, and them being naked always makes up for a lot.

The girls surrounded me, really Hatti did most of the surrounding on her own. Iya mostly pushed me into a very yielding Hatti. It was actually surprisingly erotic pressing into the mounds of Hatti flesh, and being pretty much smothered by her boobs. I felt all over Hatti, she felt nice. Iya, from behind me, said, "I think he likes you." Then whispered in my ear, "Would you like to go down on her?" I nodded, like I said, I like that.

Hatti sat down on a sofa, leant back and opened her legs wide. She looked very tasty, and very ready, her pussy was wide open and glistening. From behind me, Iya was undoing the buttons on my shirt, I always seemed to get stripped naked in these circumstances. The girls were naked, so it seemed only fair. My shirt off, Iya popped my pants button and unzipped me, she pulled down my pants and shorts as I knelt in front of Hatti. I ended up naked with my face in Hatti's pussy, who was obviously turned on and ready.

I could have made her come quickly, but I wanted to take it slow and savor it more. Hatti was leaning back on the sofa and moaning softly. That went on for quite some time before she shouted, "Shit!" Tensed up and then flopped on the sofa.

I was going to carry on to see what the reaction was, but from behind me, Iya asked, "Can I get some of that?" Hatti seemed quite happy with that, so Iya sat beside Hatti and opened her legs. It really was quite a contrast between them, something I might have wanted to investigate in future, but I had a job to do. I knelt in front of Iya and examined her pussy. She was shaved, as is common, but she looked quite different, the dark skin giving way to light pink skin inside of her pussy. Making it even more interesting than just a wet ready pussy alone.

Hers was really wet and ready, so I started working on it. Don't forget, I'm naked, on my knees and hard. Very turned on. It’s a position I usually end up in when I'm in L.A., I like it. But, I have a new pussy to explore, so I plumbed the pink depths of this one. There were even more contrasts, where Hatti had lots of extra padding around her pussy and lips, Iya was slim, and that extended to her lips. Again I took it slow, wanting to enjoy myself. Iya writhed around on the sofa, but unusually, was quiet. Eventually she came, relaxing onto the sofa, with a big smile on her face.

Hatti was lounging next to her, smiling, she offered her pussy to me, "Care for some more?" I did, so I went back to working on Hatti. I was happily working away, getting even more turned on, when I heard a loud voice behind me, "Yo not gettin yo bitch to do tha?"

I was startled and looked up; I thought it was rather a rude thing to say. Iya jumped up from where she was flopped on the sofa and knelt on the floor by us. I looked around, and two large girls had entered the dressing room. One was black, the other was white. It looked like they weren't going for a size contrast with this pair.

Hatti looked up and saw my expression, she said in a relaxed manner, "Now girls, be nice. Have you met Matt? Kiki's Matt?" She looked to me, and said, "Don't worry about them, that's usually Iya's job, she's my 'bitch' as they call it." Iya was kneeling downcast and silent. I caught on, Hatti and Iya were a couple offscreen and Hatti was dominant over Iya. I could appreciate that, I'd found I was a submissive myself to Kennedy (Kiki's alter-ego). Kiki was submissive to some other porn stars we knew, and to me to some extent. It added variety to our encounters.

The loud voice belonged to the new black girl, she quietened down and both the new girls came to greet me. Hatti introduces them as Ellie (black) and Emma (white). Now, I realized I was naked, and on my knees, and the new girls weren't. I blushed. I was just about getting over that habit, but not with everyone it seemed. I wasn't always tongue tied around girls now. They seemed to like what else I could do with my tongue, even if I couldn't speak with it.

Ellie asked Hatti, "Can I get me some of that?" Sometimes I was asked for sexual favors, sometimes it seemed they were someone else's gift to give. Hatti's this time. I do actually like that, but I hope I'm going to get some as well. Hatti looked at me questioningly, I shrugged, I didn't mind. So Hatti said, "Sure go for it." Ellie then pulled down the enormously large hot pants she was wearing, along with the panties under them and took a suitable position lounging on the sofa. She was only half-naked, so I didn't get to fully appreciate her feminine shape, her lower half was shaped much like Hatti, but colored like Iya. Really that doesn't matter, so much, but it gives the connoisseur something to appreciate. I was thinking of myself of a connoisseur of porn star pussy, I'd gone down on more than my fair share of it; I loved it.

Ellie was obviously not yet turned on. She had presumably, only just walked in off the street, not been shooting love scenes for two hours like Hatti and Iya. So I got to warm her up. She had a nice musky aroma (like she'd just walked in off the street), and not showered yet. That turned me on more. I warmed her up, and she got nice and juicy. I worked on her, I was being more direct about this, so I'd get to Emma soon enough.

Ellie came, and sprawled on the sofa smiling. I was really feeling horny now, I saw Emma sitting naked next to her, so I spread her legs and dived into her pussy before she could say anything. She was a noisy one, and she was freshly showered; I assume she'd been getting ready while I was working on Ellie. I was getting really worked up, and I was working away on Emma with all the skill I could muster to bring her off quickly. Finally, she gave a last piecing shriek and flopped on the sofa.

Looking up, I saw that Kiki and Jade were back in the room, looking on rather shocked or impressed, one or the other. I was just so horny, all I could think of was going down on the girls. However, before I got to them Kiki spoke. "Hey, we were thinking of getting something to eat." She looked me in the eye and seemed surprised, "Or do you just want to do us now?"

That didn't snap me out of the trance I'd gotten myself in, not entirely; Horny didn't even begin to cover what I was, I was almost shaking; I tried to say what I needed but I could barely think let alone speak. I needed something, I tried to say something, but I couldn't even form words correctly, "I, I, I," then I managed to blurt out, "Could I just get a blowjob or something? Something to get me off?"

Jade and Kiki exchanged glances and Kiki nodded to Jade, Kiki said, "Sure you can; Jade will be happy to help."

I got myself onto the sofa, and Jade came and knelt between my legs. I wasn't really thinking of her as a her, not as a porn star, not as a girl. I just needed to get off. She took me into her mouth, and that was going to do it in a hurry. It did, I grabbed the hair the back of her neck, and pulled us together, thrusting my dick into her mouth. I could only manage a few hard thrusts, hitting the back of her mouth before blasted my cum in to her.

I let go of Jade, and relaxed back onto the sofa without a care in the world. I found myself being hugged by Kiki, that was nice, and around the knees, I assumed by Jade. I came to my senses, and realized what I'd just done to Jade. Kiki likes it when I do that, she likes anything I want. I didn't know Jade, or how she liked things, so rough play like that might not be appropriate. I raised my head to see Jade hugging my knees, and said "Sorry, I got carried away."

Jade looked up, she had a great big smile on her face, and said, "Don't worry, I quite liked that." So that was alright then.

Kiki however, asked, "Why didn't you ask one of the others to do that for you?"

There were several reasons for that, first I didn't realize that was an option, so I said, "I can do that?" And also, I just wasn't thinking, more in a trance. "I wasn't thinking."

Kiki answered, "Yes you can, and so I see." Then asked the same question as before, "Do you want to get some food to eat? Or do you still want to do us here and now?"

Now that I'd come, I could think straight and things didn't seem so urgent. "I could eat something," I hastened to add, "food." But followed up with, "Unless you want something?" If they'd asked, I'd have been quite happy to put lunch on hold and go down on them or whatever they wanted. Being asked to do something was a great motivator, and sex would make me forget I'm hungry. But now that I thought of it, I was hungry. "I am quite hungry though."

That settled the matter, it was lunch time. However, that was when I noticed Kiki was splattered in chocolate. Her ass was covered in it, and there were traces, probably finger marks, all over her. Once you looked closely, you could also see that Jade was also lightly glazed, but it didn't show so much with her coloring. Lesbian scenes usually generate much less mess than straight scenes, no cum to splatter over the girls. It looks like the director wanted to make up for that in this scene.

I looked at some chocolaty hand prints on Kiki's boobs and licked my lips. She offered me the chance to lick it up, but said she really had to be getting into the shower, so I couldn't take long doing it. If I'd done that much longer, I might have changed my idea of the priorities of sex vs food. I should have licked it off her pussy as well, but then we'd never have got lunch. Maybe we could try that in future.

The girls got showered and dressed pretty quickly (quick for girls that is), I had a quick rinse, and we went to the usual place for lunch, TGIFridays. We had a leisurely lunch and talked. We (me and Kiki) had some things to discuss with Jade.

First the big, surprising news, Kiki said, "We're getting married!"

Jade's reaction was as expected at first, "Congratulations!" Followed by hugs and kisses, then she surprised us, "So he finally got off his ass and proposed hey? About time to, I had last June in the pool."

We both said, "There's a pool?"

"Of course there is, you're only happy when you drag him down here. Ava started the book after the second time you had him in tow. Other times, everyone was wondering why you were so glum all of a sudden."

This was a surprise to Kiki, I of course couldn't comment; I only saw her when I was with her. That did validate my decision to marry Kiki though. Like most episodes with Kiki/Kennedy, it was far from traditional. Kennedy had been getting worked up about her oral exam to defend her dissertation. I of course picked up on the "oral" part of that, and suggested she practice on me. I could have meant that either way, practice the defense, or just practice oral on me, I'd be happy with either. I'm sure either would have helped her, at least to take her mind off things. Actually, I'd have liked the practicing on me more, she had me tied to the breakfast bar at the time, and had promised me blowjobs anyway, she'd already gotten off herself.

She laughed a hearty laugh, then asked a question I hadn't been expecting. "Do you want to marry me?"

That may be the last thing I ever expected Kennedy to ask, not least because, "Err, am I supposed to?" Kennedy had made it quite clear that our arrangement was purely friends with benefits, and I was not allowed to get attached to her. I thought she "dragged" me down to L.A. to test me on that point. If I were happy fucking other porn stars, then it proved I wasn't attached. They were her rules, and I did want to continue fucking her, so I played by them.

She'd obviously just changed the rules, "You are allowed to want that."

"Oh." I had a quick think, and what I thought was, "I'd rather marry Kiki." It may seem like an odd thing to say, Kiki and Kennedy were the same person after all. Well, let me rephrase that, they were the same body. As I've said, they're really very different people. Kennedy was 'challenging' let's say, Kiki was very accommodating, if I were going to spend my life with someone, and had to choose between them, I'd choose Kiki. Not that I had a problem with Kennedy, I looked forward greatly to our benefits.

It was Kennedy's turn to be surprised. She obviously hadn't considered that reaction. She looked a bit put out, upset even. That was a first. I hastened to add something which may have been unwise, if I'd been thinking. "Look, I like you as a friend." Put her in the friend zone, that's really going to help. "As a lab partner, you're the best." If I did ever manage to get my doctorate, it was going to be with a big thanks to Kennedy for her help. "And, I really like the 'benefits' part of 'friends with', I wouldn't want to lose that."

However, Kennedy managed to further surprise me when she laughed at that. Not a dismissive laugh, not a laugh to deflect attention, a laugh because it’s funny. When she recovered from that, she saw my puzzlement and explained. "That's the reason why I asked you; I don't want to lose the benefits either. I really shouldn't tell you this, and don't let it go to your head, you really are the best lay I've ever had. Once I've got my doctorate, I'll be moving to L.A. and I thought marrying you would be the way to keep you for myself." That seemed much more like the Kennedy I knew, and her claiming me like that turned me on even more.

My next thought wasn't the best either, "I'd still like to keep being friends, with benefits, as well."

She smiled and said, "You haven't even proposed yet, and you're already lining me up as a mistress, ha! Why don't you propose to Kiki when she picks you up on Saturday."

I didn't even know I was being taken to L.A. for the weekend, but when Kiki turned up on Saturday morning on the way to the airport, I asked her. She said a very tearful "yes."

 

2.2: Large Proposals; Proposal 2.

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So with one point on the agenda down, we moved onto the next. Kiki was "coming out," not as gay, everyone knew she was at the very least flexible in her sexuality, but in her geekyness. We told Jade that Kiki was just about to get her doctorate, in particle physics no less.

That did surprise Jade, Kiki doesn't act like she's a genius, though now things had changed some, Kiki seemed to have got those lost IQ points back from Kennedy. I assured Jade this was for real, and that Kiki really was a different person most of the time I knew her. I showed Jade a few photos, of Kennedy working in the lab, and a few of Kiki in the lab. We'd snuck her into the lab as Kiki once or twice (God, that was hot). That seemed to convince Jade.

This lead into the third item on the agenda. Kiki started, "When I do get the doctorate, I'll be moving down here and starting a production company. Do you want to run it? The business side that is, I'll be the creative side." Jade was in porn to work her way through college, she was doing an MBA at Pepperdine out in Malibu; she was also qualified as a tax accountant. It seems she finds porn more interesting than tax accounting, but running a company would be even better.

She was cautious about the offer though, "That's very flattering, that you'd ask me, but where's the financing coming from?"

"I'm financing it myself, I've got a little over a million socked away." Jade was surprised by that. Kiki continued, "You know how much I make, I don't spend much of it. What I've got left should be enough capital to start. That's be your first job, coming up with the business plan to make sure I have enough to make this work."

I'd also been surprised when Kennedy told me about the money, which had been just after the discussion of marriage. It amounted to about 2,000 fucks, probably not that many really with the money she made from appearances and from her fan site. My attempt at humor was, "So can I marry you for your money and be a kept man?" It would certainly make my life easier if my wife had a fortune in the bank. Graduate students always have money issues, not having enough is the usual issue. Kennedy might have a problem with too much.

Kennedy laughed, then said, "I'll think about it, but you're going to have to earn it." She had already practiced her oral on me, and done the first of several blowjobs by that time, I was floppy and recovering, still tied to the breakfast bar. She opened her legs in front of me, and said, "Get to work!" Then rammed her pussy in my face, I like that. I did get to work, but not for the money, I like doing it for free even.

So after that revelation, Jade agreed to work on the business plan and think about the offer. We continued with lunch; sometime Kiki's phone rang. She said, "It's Ellie." And answered the phone. After a little conversation, she put the call on hold and asked me, "Do you have any particular desire to fuck her?"

If the situation arose, I certainly wouldn't mind fucking Ellie, but it wasn't a burning desire or anything. She had been rather rude So I shrugged non-committaly. Kiki picked up the call to say, "Sorry Ellie, we've other plans. Maybe another time."

When the call was over I said, "She was a bit rude." Which caused both the girls to smile.

Then Jade said to Kiki, "He is in demand isn't he?" Kiki shot her a look like she said something she shouldn't, and the subject was dropped. I do get much more than my fair share of porn stars to fuck, so I suppose Jade must be right, I hadn't thought about it much, I just liked that I get to fuck porn stars a lot.

Before the bill came at the end of the meal, Kiki turned to me and said, "Watch this." Then to Jade, "What's the total? Fifteen percent tip."

Jade immediately named a figure, when the bill arrived, and I worked out the total with a fifteen percent tip on top; Jade was right to the cent. Kiki said that Jade could have calculated individual bills for each of us, but that Kiki was picking up the tab. Then asked Jade, "This is a legitimate business expense right? I can expense it against the new company?"

Jade had an answer for that, which is much too boring to include here, and I've forgotten it anyway.

With business and lunch over, it was time to go to Jade's place, where we were expecting to stay the night, with the usual copious sex. Jade looked uncertain, and said, "I don't think you can stay the night."

A Surprised Kiki asked, "Why not?"

"The visitation rules, we're not allowed guests of the opposite sex past one A.M."

Me and Kiki looked at each other, "You're kidding?" I'd never even thought there'd be a rule like that.

"No, I'm not. It’s a religious school; they have rules. I mean what we do," she looked at Kiki saying that, I think she was meaning the lesbian sex they'd have when Kiki visited on her own, "is against the rules, but if we don't disturb anyone, no one will notice. But they're going to notice him. Him just being there would be against the rules."

After some discussion, it was decided we'd find a motel and we'd all stay the night there. Kiki also said it would mean she wouldn't have to be quiet like she usually was when visiting Jade. So Jade drove us (in the Metro) to her place in Malibu. It was a straight shot down the freeway and should have taken less than an hour. It was about two hours later we got to Malibu, a bit frazzled. We saw a motel as we were driving down the PCH, so we stopped and got a room, then carried on to Jades place.

She lived in an apartment at Pepperdine, which she shared with three other girls. It was a lot like my room in the graduate dorm, the cheap option, not the palatial studio apartment Kennedy lived in. Both Kiki and Jade had covered themselves up more modestly than I might expect, Kiki had put on a long knit cardigan, with a hem lower than her miniskirt. Jade had added a light cotton smock top over her halter. One of Jade's roomies was home when we arrived, she seemed to know Kiki and was excited when Jade announced the news of our engagement, I got kissed on the cheek, and blushed.

Jade's room was much like mine, except the bed was narrower, it might have been fun to try the three of us in it, but not comfortable. The motel was sounding like a better idea. Jade had a copy of the "Graduate Residential Handbook," it had the rules including the one about no visitors (of the opposite sex) after one A.M. and a blurb that all students, "will adhere to biblical teaching regarding moral and ethical practices." I guessed they didn't know about the porn, or the lesbian sex. That might not go down well with the bit of the student handbook (which she also had a copy of) which says, "Pepperdine University affirms that sexual relationships are designed by God to be expressed solely within a marriage between husband and wife." So definitely no lesbian sex, and no porn.

We didn't stay long, Jade collected a few things and we drove back to the motel. That was a relief; the atmosphere in her apartment was really not conducive to sex. I had this image of Kiki and Jade sitting on the bed (fully clothed) holding hands and kissing like virgins. That'd be about as much as the rules allowed them.

At the motel, Jade went to freshen up in the bathroom, as me and Kiki looked around. It was pretty spartan there, but it had a big bed; this was going to be fun. We were sitting on the bed (fully clothed), kissing, not quite like virgins, waiting for Jade, when we heard a splash and "Shit!" From the bathroom. The bathroom door opened, and Jade stood in the doorway and said, "Don't ask." She was wearing just the cotton smock top, nothing else, and it was soaking wet.

I didn't ask anything because I was captivated. The wet top served more to highlight Jades bounteous charms rather than hide them. It was almost transparent where it clung to her curves, I could see her nipples and areolae through it, but it hid other parts. There was a hint of pussy as the hem swayed. It had my attention. It had my dick's attention; he was standing (to attention). Kiki said to Jade, "I think he likes you."

Jade looked uncomfortable, just like I can be, so she wasn't meeting our gaze. She wandered over to us on the bed, Kiki asked her, "Do you want it?" Jade nodded slightly; I think my services had just been offered to Jade. That was promising; Jade was looking very tasty.

However, Jade had doubts, "He just proposed to you this morning?"

I hadn't considered that angle, what am I supposed to do the day I propose marriage, fucking someone else seems unconventional. Like I said, our relationship is far from traditional. Kiki seemed certain though, saying, "I'm not going to spoil his fun, I want him to be happy." That's the sort of reason why I want to marry Kiki.

That mollified Jade, she sat down next to me, and lay down with her knees up and legs open, still wearing the wet smock top. Her pussy had light sparse wiry hair. That was different; I hadn't met many hairy pussies in porn. She was obviously turned on, anticipating this, she was glistening temptingly. I lowered myself to kiss her, she was as tasty as she looked. The hair didn't make much of a difference once you got to the heart of the matter, no hair in there. Though I was surprised that the color extended further inside, no sign of pink.

I took my time about licking her gently at first, I wanted to enjoy myself. There were muted sighs and moans from Jade, I took those as a good sign. More licking and she was twitching some, this was getting serious, so I backed off a bit and she continued the twitching. I was enjoying myself and getting real turned on, eventually I stepped things up, and Jade arched her back, her butt completely off the bed while making muted gurgling noises. I felt everything relax, her hips finally still and back on the bed. I looked up to see her body spreadeagled as wide as her smile.

I think I did alright there, but I was real turned on, not quite as bad as at lunch, but I was getting there. Kiki was now naked, that's always good, and she was hugging Jade. She'd pulled off the wet smock top so Jade's boobs were on display. They were very intriguing. They'd squashed down a bit as she was lying on her back, they looked even bigger now. I flanked Jade and examined the boobs. I've said it before, I like boobs, I hadn't seen ones this big before. I tried holding one in both hands, I could barely touch my finger tips together while holding just one. The right one was slightly bigger than the left.

I played with Jade's boobs. I like naked girls; Jade was no exception. Which reminds me, I was still fully clothed, hard, and really turned on. I caught Kiki's eye and nodded to my dick. Kiki kissed Jade on the lips, Jade opened her eyes, and sighed in a relaxed manner, saying, "And I thought you were the best pussy licker." Then, she closed her eyes again.

They had a whispered conversation I didn't catch, and Kiki looked to my crotch and then to Jade's crotch, she wanted me to fuck Jade. As turned on as I was, I didn't need any more encouragement. I jumped off the bed, ripped off my jeans and shorts and got back on to kneel between Jade's open legs.

Jade's eyes were closed, but they shot open as I pushed my way into her pussy. She gasped, but then relaxed, and closed her eyes again. I made a few strokes, and she made an appreciative sounding "Ooo" noise. I took that as a good sign and carried on like that. I'd only come the once so far today (the blowjob at lunch), so I was feeling like I was going to get somewhere pretty soon. I've said it before, I LOVE FUCKING, and Jade seemed to be enjoying it as much as I was, that was turning me on more. So when she started moaning and writhing, she pushed me over the edge and I came.

I manage not to fall on top of Jade, more half off of her and make it a hug, with my face resting on her boobs. I liked that. It wasn't so long before I felt Jade move, she rolled onto her side facing me, held my face with her hands and kissed me, repeatedly. I wasn't in much of a state to listen to what she was saying; she was saying "Thank you." A lot. Then, "If they're all as good as that, I might be tempted to try that again sometime."

That echoed around my brain for a while, before I had to ask, "You've never done it with a man before?"

"Not before you at lunch." Was her answer.

My brain processed that slowly, "You were a virgin? Never done a blowjob?"

"Nope."

"You're a porn actress?" That didn't compute.

Kiki came to my aid, "She's only done lesbian scenes. And that's how she likes her sex." Jade looked embarrassed at being discussed like that, she may have been blushing; it’s difficult to tell with her color. Kiki continued to Jade, "He may have spoiled you for men though."

"Oh." Was about all I could say to all that, it seemed no one had thought I might like to know the important information that she was a virgin. But then, I don't know what I'd have done about it if I did know, probably got nervous and screwed up. "Probably best I didn't know then." I nuzzled in her boobs some more.

Jade did say, “I never knew I was a Lesbian either, until I met Kiki.”

Kiki added, “She did my taxes.”

Jade replied: “Then she did me.” She laughed at her own comment, like she was horrified she was saying that. She added, “I was a good Indiana girl until I met Kiki, my Dad’s the preacher.” Kiki looked pleased with herself. “She also got me into porn; it pays better than tax preparation.”

Jade rolled back onto her back, I thought I'd play with her boobs some more; they were nice. Kiki moved down to between Jade's legs and started licking her. Kiki does like going down on a pussy once I've come in it. (In contrast to Kennedy who really likes me going down on her pussy once hers has been come in, and not always by me.)

Like I said, I like lesbian scenes, and they're even better when you're on the bed with the lesbians. It was definitely an interesting contrast with the slim, pale, Kiki lying between Jade's voluptuous dark thighs. Jade was definitely a nice shape and color; I hoped we'd get to do this again sometime.

Between playing with Jade's boobs, which Jade (and me) were digging, and Kiki licking Jade's pussy, which both me and Jade appreciated (in different ways), I was getting turned on again. Which reminded me, what about Kiki? Kiki was happy to do whatever her partner wanted, and in Jade's company she was restrained and not-assertive, her demeanor also changed with her partner. So she hadn't voiced any desires, and I do get a bit wrapped up in myself sometimes. I was trying to be more attentive to Kiki, but it can be difficult where there's another porn star or two to fuck.

So I got behind Kiki, and I unbuttoned my shirt, Kiki does like me in just an unbuttoned shirt like that. I felt between her legs, to check she was turned on. I don't know why I bothered doing that, of course she was wet, she always is. She wiggled her ass at me. I looked up to Jade, she was really out of it with Kiki working away at her like that. I didn't want to disturb Jade's pleasure, but on the other hand I had a hard on. That, and Kiki was wanting something, so I gave it to her.

I slammed into Kiki's pussy, just like she really likes it. I wasn't going to last long like that, not that I was going to come so soon, I just can't keep that up for long, it’s a workout. It’s a workout I'd been practicing though, so I managed to keep up long enough for Kiki to come, and she fell on her side twitching.

Unfortunately, I had disturbed Jade's pleasure, so she'd been watching, wide eyed, as I pounded away at Kiki. My hard on was now pointing straight at Jade, I was turned on, not thinking too well, and wondering what to do next to do something about the hard on. Jade looked at Kiki twitching, and then at my hard on, then got up onto her hands and knees facing me, with her mouth open. That was an invitation if ever I saw one, I grabbed the back of her head and rammed my dick into her mouth, much like I had at lunch. I thrust in her mouth, and it got messy with the spit, and there was gasping as she tried to breathe at those times I wasn't choking her. It was a lot like some of my favorite scenes from Kiki's videos.

Kiki recovered sufficiently to roll over so her face was directly underneath us, and she smiled up at me. It looked like she wanted something, so I pulled out of Jade's mouth and jerked off while Jade snatched some breaths. A few strokes later I came, very messily, over both of their faces. Satisfied with my handiwork, I crumpled into a heap on the bed to recover.

I slowly recovered, and I was hugged, I liked that. Then I had a thought; I looked up to see Jade's cum splattered face smiling at me, "That was alright? I wasn't too rough?"

She sighed contentedly, and smiled happily, "No, that was fine. But, if one or other of you wants to finish what she started, I wouldn't mind."

We did eventually do that. We spent most of the rest of the afternoon having lazy sex, we ordered pizza, and someone said, "This is my second favorite thing to eat in bed." We laughed. Eventually, we drifted off to sleep.

Again, I'm not sure I was dreaming or not, I think I woke up sometime in the night, then Jade sat on my face and Kiki blew me. With those two, it was obvious who was who. It's a very dreamlike, very erotic memory, my face trapped under warm wet folds of flesh. In the morning, the girls said they'd tried to go for a walk on the beach naked, but it’s all built up along the PCH there, there was no obvious way to get to the beach. So they went skinny-dipping in the motel pool instead.

They'd been talking about Kiki's business idea; Jade was on board now, if she could make the numbers make sense. It seems I may have been a deciding factor, Kiki had told Jade she could have me whenever Jade wanted, if she agreed to help Kiki. Like I said, sometimes my services are someones else's to give. Sounds good to me. The face sitting was Jade taking Kiki up on the offer.

That was when someone suggested I should be the "fluffer" for Kiki's production company. At least where the female talent is concerned. A fluffer is of course someone who gets a porn star ready for their scene, usually by performing oral on them. Usually it’s the men that need that. Kiki said she’d take on that job on the men, but I could have the females. The job doesn't pay well, but I wouldn't mind, I'd do that for free too.

 

2.3: Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes (Turn and face the strange).

—

Things changed now, some subtle, some not so subtle. Now Kennedy didn’t officially exist, she was officially Kiki now, she'd legally changed her name. She was now Kiki day to day as well, I’m sure Kennedy was lurking somewhere, but I didn’t usually see her. I was engaged to Kiki, both officially, and for real. I moved in with her, I’m not sure if that was official or not, those accommodations are supposed to be for single graduates.

She had another “coming out,” this time as the porn star to all our friends and colleagues. Most were surprised, some seemed to know who Kiki was, some didn’t. They were surprised at her change in manner, Kiki was much more easy going than the acerbic Kennedy. Not many were surprised at the news of the engagement, I may have been the last to see that coming. It still did feel weird being engaged, I’d spent so long suppressing any attachment to Kennedy/Kiki, that I had difficulty expressing it. Kiki didn’t mind, she never does. She seemed happy to be with me, I’m pretty sure she was in love with me, and had been for a while, I wonder what else I’d missed. Of course that all meant awesome sex and lots of it, being engaged didn't change much there, the sex didn't have to be with each other either.

Kiki spent a lot of time with Jade down in L.A. The new company was a go, Jade and Kiki were working full time to start it. Jade was now graduating with her MBA. Kiki would go down Monday morning, and come back Thursday or Friday. Sometimes Kennedy would turn up unexpectedly while Kiki was away, that made life interesting.

Me and Kiki had all the vanilla sex, so Kennedy turned up mainly for the Kinky stuff, I wasn’t complaining. Kiki also got more assertive, and intelligent, she sort of integrated those parts of Kennedy, while still being Kiki. That was so hot, Kiki's smoking hot body, and Kennedy's intelligence. That was also going to be useful if she were going to run her company. She still wanted what I wanted, if I expressed a preference, that’s what we were going to do, she’d do ANYTHING I wanted. But, she was quicker with suggestions now, usually spot on suggestions, of what I might want to do. She also would express her own desires now, that would instantly become my burning desire as well.

She informed the university of her new legal name, and they made the arrangements that it’d be Kiki who got her doctorate. Her defense of her thesis had gone well, so she was actually now going to be a doctor. That lead up to a big weekend, where Kiki would graduate, and we’d have a wedding, and she’d launch the company. We were going to have a small (intimate) wedding with just a few friends, and planned on having a big party for family and other friends later. Kiki said she wanted it official so she could keep me all for herself. When she put it like that, I couldn’t refuse, I liked it when she claimed me as her own. A dominant Kiki, just wow!

Kiki’s friends were of course, porn stars. She invited Ava, Bea, and Dee up for the weekend, they’d also be on hand for the company launch as they were now signed up with her company. Jade was there as well of course, as CFO. She was also going to perform the ceremony, at first we thought she might have to be ordained to do that, she was the “churchiest” person among our friends, and ordinations over the internet are easy to do. But, then we found that, in California, anyone can perform a ceremony, they just have to be deputized as a marriage commissioner, “deputy for a day” as the program is called. That gave me visions of Jade in a gun belt and a stetson (only).

Kiki had some ideas, and I have difficulty disagreeing with anything she wants, but they also seemed quite reasonable. She suggested we have a honeymoon where were faithful to each other. A month of just fucking Kiki was fine by me, but she was most apologetic that I wouldn’t be able to have anyone else. That was also practical as she wanted to try for a baby. Maybe I didn’t think that part through, I’m not father material, but Kiki seemed to want it and that was good enough for me. If I got her pregnant in that month, good, else we’d go back to normal. She was leaving it to chance. If she didn’t fuck anyone else then we’d be sure any baby was mine. That did mean she wouldn’t be acting, but she had planned to cut down on that part, she was worrying she had been over exposed and was diluting her brand.

So the agenda for the weekend was:
Thursday: Bachelorette party.
Friday: Bachelor party.
Saturday: Wedding.
Sunday: Graduation and Press launch for the new company.

—

The bachelorette party was with Kiki, Jade, Ava, Bea, Dee, and a couple of Kennedy’s friends from school, Amber and Rose. Amber had been Kennedy’s lover at various times. I was then told I was going to be the entertainment. I blushed and protested, but Kiki grabbed my hard on and surmised, correctly, I liked the idea (for some values of like). She said if I wanted, it could be my first duty as “fluffer” for the new company. She officially signed me up as employee number 3. My duties specified as "Any reasonable request from female talent, employees and visitors, with respect to morale and performance." Put like that, I couldn't refuse.

I bought her a couple of presents to help, from Amazon again, it really is amazing what you can get on prime. I got a leash and a couple of collars. They were designed for humans, one to go around the neck, and one lower down. I protested that the other one was too humiliating to be employed. Of course, my protestation didn't fool anyone, I liked the idea of being obviously owned by Kiki.

Come the weekend, we got a large suite at the Four Seasons at the other end of University Avenue, that could be used for all the weekend's activities. On Thursday, Kiki welcomed all the girls, while I'd been left in one of the bedrooms, naked and hard. Kiki came into the bedroom to collect me, and rearrange her outfit. She put the collar around my neck, I was relieved she was only going for that, until she also put the one lower down on me, and attached the leash to it. I was blushing furiously at the indignity of it, my hard on showed what I thought of it.

Kiki dressed in her hottest outfit yet, Kiki the sexy dominatrix. She had that white leather mini skirt which worked on her so well, Kennedy's dominatrix leather jacket, and the horse whip. It was all finished off by some high spike heels. She took the leash and dragged me (gently, considering where it was attached) into the living room. There were cheers as I emerged, I was blushing even more furiously, and intently studying the floor. Kiki said something about starting out how she meant to go on, i.e. me being the slave on a leash, or dragging me around by my dick.

Then, she lightly yanked the leash, and swatted me, not so playfully on the butt, commanding me, "Look at everyone, they got dressed up specially for you." I looked around the assembled girls, I knew them all, and knew most of them biblically, except for Amber and Rose. The dress code for the evening was "slutty," Amber and Rose were most conservatively dressed, and "slutty" is how I'd describe their outfits. Jade on the other hand was dressed in only a stetson and gun belt. Though she had dildoes in the holsters, not guns. The outfit was as hot as I'd imagined, but I couldn't hold it together, I burst out laughing.

There was a big cheer, it seems I won her a bet, and her prize was first use of me. She lay down on the ottoman in the middle of the seating arrangement, and opened her legs, in her outfit there was nothing to get in the way. I was naked except for the collars, and went to kneel in between Jade's legs.

I like Jade, both me and Kiki like Jade, she's fun. Sometimes I think Jade might be a bit jealous of me, she wishes it was her that was marrying Kiki, not just performing the ceremony. Whatever, I wanted to do my best for Jade. We'd been with Jade a few times since our first meeting, I was getting to be able to read her now. I took my time, and she went from muted sighs, through low moans, to arching her back and making her gurgling sounds. I managed to keep her like that for just about ever, but eventually it was time to stop teasing her. She came, the breath went completely out of her, then she went totally limp. I knelt there and surveyed my handiwork, she was sweaty, her limbs were hanging off the ottoman and her head was lolling to the side, but she had a big smile on her face. I think I did alright there.

I then realized I was collared, naked, and on my knees, in the middle of the party. All the girls were sitting around drinking, and watching the action. I think they'd been making comments and jokes, there had been a lot of laughter, but now it got quiet. I blushed and looked down, but my attention was drawn to Kiki. She was holding Jade's stetson, she held it out to Amber and Rose. They looked uncertain, but put something in it. Then, Kiki drew a piece of paper out of the hat and announced Dee was the next winner. It seems my services had been the prize in a sweepstakes drawing. Lucky me, I get a prize every time.

This prize was particularly good, I really like Dee, she's not quite as pretty as Kiki (that would be impossible), but runs a very close second, and her accent is just so sexy, but this wasn't the time for speaking. Dee's also fun, but in a different way to Jade. I wanted to do a good job for her as well. Really I like doing a good job for any girl, but especially for Dee, it maybe her who took my virginity (depending on how you define that). Again I took my time, this I enjoy, and Dee does seem to like it. She got to that stage of endearing quivering that she does before she comes, and her sexy low moans. Again, I tried to draw that out as long as possible, so when she did finally come, it was with a particularly violent spasm, which threw me off her. I knelt there and saw her twitching, she may have been trying to move to grab my head and keep me at it, she does that, but she'd come so hard she could even manage that.

The others wouldn't have let her do that though, someone else's name had been drawn out of the hat, and I won another prize. Though things get really very hazy now, I don't remember who's name was drawn, I went down on girl after girl, I'm not sure who in which order, I wasn't taking notes. But it was each of them at least once. I got very turned on, I got into that sort of trance I do, going down on multiple girls. At one point, the prize changed, to the chance to blow me. I was too far gone to remember who won that, but I got to lie down on the ottoman while they got to work on me. In the state I was in, I had no chance, I lasted no time at all. My head cleared a bit after that, but I still don't know exactly what happened, as as soon as I came, someone sat on my face. Time for me to do my thing again. I can only say for sure that it wasn't Jade; it's obvious when she's sitting on my face.

When one girl came, another would take there place, again I got turned on, and again got into that trance. So that went on for what seemed like forever, eventually someone took to sitting on my hard on, and riding me. I love that, someone riding my face, another riding my dick. With all the action, I'd gotten quite wound up again, and with two girls on me, I was thinking this wasn't going to last long. I wanted to hold on long enough to give whoever it was a good time, but when I felt them come on my dick, that was it, I came.

That seemed to be about the end of the party. Girls came over, kissed me goodbye, and left. I was still stunned from everything that had happened, so it's still hazy what was happening exactly. Eventually, it was just me, Kiki, and Rose left in the room, I just about managed to sit up, and Rose came over to me sort of shy and held out a piece of paper with her name written on it. She said quietly, "I won." She was blushing, she reminded me of me and how I was around women before I got involved with Kennedy.

I wasn't thinking too well yet, so I asked, "What did you win?"

"You." Was Rose's answer, and she picked up the leash which was still attached down there.

"Oh." Was about all I could come up with in response, lame really. Kiki left, and Rose led me into the master bedroom. She undid the collars, and we went to bed. I fucked her a few times, and went down on her a lot, she seemed to enjoy it. I know I did. Eventually, I came in her and that seemed like a good point to get some sleep, Rose seemed very relaxed as well.

—

On the Friday, I woke up and Rose wasn't there, but Kiki was. We didn't have sex, unusual that, we went apartment hunting instead. We were looking for a graduate apartment on campus for us as officially a couple. She'd be splitting her time between here and L.A.; I still had a couple of years before I'd finish my doctorate. We wanted to get a good place for us to live when we were up here together. It seems couples have a better choice of accommodation, for not much more than Kennedy had been paying for her studio. We settled on a one bed apartment, the only drawback I could see was that it didn't have the breakfast bar Kennedy's apartment had, for the bondage scenes. There was a dining table, we thought could be used instead. It was a lot more expensive than my old apartment, but Kiki said she'd pay the difference. It's good having a rich wife.

The evening was my bachelor party. This time, Ava, Bea, and Dee were the entertainment, they did offer to do it for free, but Kiki thought they really should be paid. Kiki and Jade stayed at her apartment, while I got the hotel suite for the party. There was me, Ken, David, and John.

We sat around drinking and shooting the breeze for a while, the others were quite agog to hear more about Kiki, as Kiki, not Kennedy. They were still adjusting to that transition. Then the doorbell rang, I went to answer it, and it was Ava, Bea, and Dee. I led them into the living room and introduced them to the others as "my friends." I had gotten friendly with those three along with Kiki, I quite often got to fuck them, I liked that, but we'd also hang out together when not working, or fucking, or as a prelude to fucking.

Then, I said they were also the entertainment for the evening, and introduced them by their professional names. There were several sparks of recognition in the guys at the names. Then, the girls went into one of the bedrooms to change, they were currently dressed quite conservatively, conservative for porn stars, so they wouldn't get thrown out of the hotel.

Again, the guys seemed impressed by the company I kept, I didn't want to brag, but did have to admit I'd fucked all of them. Then, we were interrupted as Ava called out from the bedroom asking if we were ready for them. We were, we were arrayed around the seating area, relaxing each with a beer. We all became very attentive when the girls emerged; they were now dressed appropriately for strippers. They were going to give us a show, they all also did appearances like that.

The show was appropriately entertaining, and hot, hot, hot! They ended up naked, and pawing at each other, in a pseudo-lesbian scene, all the guys were enthralled. Then they stopped, and Ava address the guys, "We could carry on; we're being paid for more show." That idea sparked approval in the guys, but she carried on, "Or, we could end the show now." That idea didn't seem to be one which would fly with the guys, until she added, "If we're being paid, there are only certain things we can legally do. If we're on our own time, there are no rules."

There was a very clear implication that sex was on offer on their own time, so suddenly the idea of ending the show gained a lot of approval. The girls went over to the other guys and sat, one on each lap, leaving me without. The guys looked somewhere between ecstasy, embarrassment, and puzzlement, not knowing quite what to do about this. Again, Ava laid out the plot. "This is a bachelor party, so by law, we have to embarrass the bachelor." I'm not convinced about the law, but that does seem to be the general idea, suddenly everyone was looking at me, they'd succeeded at embarrassing me, but I'm sure they had other ideas.

She continued, "There's one thing we want in return, I'm sure you know what that is." She looked at me and licked her lips, I'm sure what they wanted was me to go down on them, which I happily do anyway, so I didn't know why she was making a fuss about it.

The guys were looking at me expectantly, I shrugged and said, "OK".

Then, Ava set things moving, "First, a blowjob competition, first to come wins a prize." Before any of the guys could react, the girls were on their knees, unzipping the guy's flies, and sucking on their dicks. The guys looked stunned by the turn of events, I was surprised myself. However, the spell was broken when John started coming in Ava's mouth. It's not entirely unexpected that someone would comes that quickly, if you're not used to that sort of thing. The guys had only slightly more luck with girls as I'd had before Kennedy. Ken and David looked little put out that the blowjob stopped.

It seems that the prize was awarded to the girl who made the guy come first, that is Ava. You can guess what the prize was, I got to go down on her first. She moved that ottoman back into the center of the seating group and lay on it. This was looking very familiar. Then, I found out what my embarrassment was to be, I got stripped naked by the other two, before I got to go down on Ava. Then while I was going down on her, the guys got to watch and the other two girls gave them pointers. They said they'd be grading the guys on their efforts later.

I considered trying to make Ava come quickly, more or less out of spite for the embarrassment, but then decided to take it slow and enjoy it myself, and try to not make her come. I'm not sure if that counts as spite. She writhed around a lot before I finally made her come, it was fun. One of the guys said, "That was almost twenty minutes." Ava looked like she'd been through a workout, but was smiling very broadly. She didn't make to get up, but invited John to join her on the ottoman and play with her boobs. She seemed happy at everything.

The other guys were looking a bit impatient, so Dee declared the next competition was a fucking contest, and again the first to come would win a prize. Bea and Dee lay down on the easy chairs, and invited the guys to come fuck them. There was a flurry of activity, culminating in Ken coming in Bea after not that many strokes. David again looked none to happy to have his fuck interrupted. Again, the prize seemed to be for the girl, I got to go down on Bea, with Ken's cum in her pussy, while the others watched. She evicted Ava from the ottoman for me to do it. Ava could just about manage to get up with John's help by that time.

Finally Bea came, and rested while Ken played with her boobs. That left David and Dee. Dee whispered something in his ear, while she was stroking his dick with one hand. I didn't see, and didn't want to think about what she was doing with the other hand. He groaned at whatever she said and did, his knees buckled, and she quickly dropped to her knees and managed to catch his come in her mouth. This time Dee got her prize, after she washed her hands; I went down on her. By the time she came, I was so turned on, I couldn't think straight. Ava and Bea took pity on me, and Bea blew me, while I played with Ava's boobs.

After that it pretty much became a free for all orgy, there are lots of combinations that four guys and three girls can get up to. Everyone came at least once more, and much fun was had by all. At the end of the evening, we discovered what John's prize was, he got the pick of the girls for the night. He chose Dee, and retired to one of the bedrooms, then Ken got his prize, he chose Ava and got the other bedroom. That left John with Bea, he wasn't unhappy about it, but they had to sleep on the sofa in the living room. I took the master bedroom, alone unfortunately.

—

On Saturday, I was woken by Kiki, she was riding my dick. That's definitely a nice way to get woken up, I didn't notice I was feeling a bit hung over, until after I came, then I didn't mind so much. After I came, Kiki hugged me and then thanked me, I didn't know what that was about. So she told me, she was thanking me for the something new, and something borrowed. You know the old rhyme, the bride is supposed to have "Something old, something new, something borrowed, and something blue." I'd never considered cum would fulfill any of that. She said she wouldn't make me take back the borrowed part, I may have looked disappointed, I was feeling both disappointed and relieved.

Then, I remembered that it was my wedding day, and wasn't it unlucky to see the bride before the ceremony, she said it was unlucky only to see the dress. She was completely naked. She told me to go shower and get ready, and she went to change in one of the other bedrooms, after she evicted John and Dee from it. I got ready and put on my suit and tie, and went into the living room to wait for things to happen. Everyone else was gathered there. Kiki entered dressed in her white leather miniskirt, my favorite, she had a white lace crop top to go with it. She was totally beautiful.

Jade performed the ceremony, it was quite simple, we just had to say we took each other as spouse, and we exchanged rings. Mine had "Property of Kiki." Inscribed on it. Then, it was "You may kiss the bride." So I did, I took Kiki in my arms, squeezed her tight, and kissed her long and hard. There were cheers when the kiss broke up. Then it just became a party, purely a party, no sex. No sex except when Kiki took me into the bedroom, to give me the something borrowed back. I was in two minds about that, but ceased to care when her wet pussy plopped down on my face. I think I did a reasonable job, it wasn't too long before she came, and we rejoined the party. She said I'd get mine later, it'd make me more eager.

By the time the party finally broke up, I was eager. I picked Kiki up, carried her into the bedroom, threw her on the bed, spread her legs, and fucked her unceremoniously. I was past caring by then, I think she enjoyed the sentiment, even if it wasn't my finest technical performance.

—

We had to get up much too early the next morning, the commencement was at 9:30. Kiki wore her doctoral robe, and only the robe, nothing else on underneath it. We met a couple in the lobby; they were a reporter, and photographer from AVN. They were going to cover the launch later, and were getting coverage of Kiki graduating as well. After the commencement, they took pictures of Kiki flashing with her robe at various landmarks around campus.

Then, it was time for the press launch. A few more liberal magazines and websites turned up to cover it, as well as one local TV station. I'm not sure they knew what to make of it, with Kiki flanked by Jade and the three girls, all looking sexy, but suitable for TV. I got interviewed by several of the reporters, as Kiki had hoped, the doctoral student turned porn star angle stirred interest, and the human interest angle of us having just got married helped as well.

—

Well, she did get pregnant. She turned that into publicity, as well as an opportunity to star in "Knocked up and Horny," and "Horny Preggo Babes." We got a full time nanny to take care of the kid; we named him Mark. Kiki managed to continue running the company through most of that. And after, she used it as an opportunity to star in lactation porn videos, an under served market she thought. I like the scene where Jade and Iya are both feeding off a boob each, and Ellie is going down on her. That's hot, I particularly like that I'd only just come in her pussy before that scene, so Ellie is getting to lick it up.

 

2.4: A tough job (but somebody's got to do it).

—

I was down in L.A. for spring break. The break had officially ended the day before, but I stayed on another day as it was the Day Kiki was going back to work full time after the baby was born. She'd woken before me to feed the kid, then came to wake me. Breastfeeding always makes her totally horny, she tells me it feels like she's coming, but she doesn't, so she wants me to fix the not coming for her. I can make her come in a variety of ways, but we were running late today, so we use the quick option. I just knelt on the floor and went down on her.

After that, she jumped in the shower, and left me with a hard on. I don't always get off in the morning, when I'm in L.A., sometimes, like this day I take it to work instead. That is for my part time job, I'm the fluffer at Kiki's porn production house, at least for the girls in the office.

When we're both ready, she drives us both to work. She goes into her office to do CEO type things, and I stop at her secretary's desk to get any updates for my calendar. Megan, her secretary, is a rather matronly lady, not really my type at all, but I still like her. Kiki says she's super efficient, so encourages me to be particularly nice to her. This morning, she's in playful mood, so she makes me go down on her, before I can check my calendar. My job description includes requests from employees as well as talent, so that's good. I'm sure that's not good for productivity, in the short-term anyway, I leave her flopped in her chair and smiling.

I go to my locker and change. I always end up naked anyway, so I just take everything off to start with now. Then into the green room. "Green room" is an entertainment industry term for a room where the talent relaxes before or after they're working, usually they're not painted green. Someone with a sense of humor did paint this one green, and most of the furniture is green. There is a red sofa and an easy chair, for contrast.

There are already a couple of girls in there, talent. Talent gets priority on my services, I'm not actually sure who it was in the green room, it tends to blur together after a while. But, whatever, they're naked, and one of them points to the floor between her legs. I kneel there, this is one of my favorite ways; the girl pulls my head into her pussy. I like it when they're assertive like that.

Things blur together even more after that, there's a parade of girls I get to go down on, until my watch vibrated (the watch is the only thing I'm wearing), a calendar alert had popped up. "1:1 with Jade." So I finish the current girl off as quick as I can, then say, "I've got to get to a meeting." And left. I could hear grumbling murmurs of disappointment behind me, but I have my priorities.

I walk to Jade's office and knock on the frame of the open door, I'm standing there naked (except for the watch), and hard. Jade looks up and smiles. She's looking very businesslike today (as always), she's wearing a dark skirt suit. "Come in, Matt." She says, and licks her lips. Then she shucks her jacket, leaving it on he back of her chair. She had on a crisp white tailored shirt under that. She'd have looked all business, if her cleavage wasn't visible from the few undone buttons. She slouches in her chair, and pulled up the hem of her skirt. That revealed she wasn't wearing panties, her legs opened wide, revealing a wet pussy. It was obvious what she wanted, so I knelt in front of her. She started unbuttoning her shirt at the same time, but I didn't have time to take in those sights as I got to work on her pussy.

She added, "We've got plenty of time." That was good, no need to hurry, I could enjoy myself down there. Yup, not a lot better than licking a pussy, but I thought If there is, I'm sure I'd get to do it later. I'd gone down on Jade often enough, we had a scheduled weekly meeting (when I'm in L.A.) for this after all, so I could pick up on her reactions by now. I liked having the scheduled meeting, it appealed to my submissive side for some reason. That and the anticipation, if I happened to be not otherwise engaged before hand (though that would be rare). The scheduled meeting wasn't the only time she had me, she could have me anytime she wanted, being second in command to Kiki. Also Kiki deferred to her sexually, so really she had first pick on my time. I liked that, I liked Jade.

I worked on her pussy, she liked me to hurry her to a plateau, then keep her there for a while. After a while I ramped up the action, but didn't quite make her come, before I backed off again. I could tease her like that all morning if I wanted to, but after the third time I started to back off, then went for it. That surprised her, to find herself unexpectedly coming. I liked playing with Jade like that; she made it so easy. I knelt at her feet and looked up to her and she stopped twitching and slumped in her chair. I think I did alright.

Jade doesn't do back to back orgasms, she usually has something else in mind after she comes, so I waited, as patiently as my hard on would let me, for her to regain her senses. She hadn't regained the power of speech yet, so she patted the desk in front of her, I helped her get out of the chair and sit on the desk. I'd have some interesting episodes on that desk, sometimes I'd play at being her secretary and she'd "sexually harass" me.

The company does have a strict sexual harassment policy, I'm sure a lawyer sweated over it. They didn't want to ban sex at work, it was part of the company culture, but it had to be done right. It has clauses like, "Except in performance of duties, affirmative consent must be given." I was alright there, my duties were to serve the women, so I didn't need to give consent. I liked that. Then there was "Unless a prearranged safeword is in place, 'No', means no." I did have safewords in place, but I don't remember ever wanting to say "No" though.

But anyway, Jade lies back, and obviously wants me to fuck her, her legs are open, inviting me in, so I do. Her humongous boobs are on display, she's looking overall, very tasty (and she is, I've already tasted her!) and tempting. I'm really turned on (from eating almost every girl I've met since I woke up this morning) and I still haven't cum yet. This is not going to be a marathon. Jade looking so tasty isn't helping, and the fact she's totally getting in to the fucking, is really not helping either.

I want her to come first, but unfortunately, that's not going to happen. I've been thrusting away, and Jade is really into it, but I feel my orgasm coming too soon. I'm coming, I look at Jade, who's really out of it, and say, "Sorry." as I shoot into her pussy, and sit down on her chair, before I fall down. Jade looks up with a half annoyed, half-desperate look on her face, and I hear laughing from behind me. Kiki is walking into the office, she's laughing, she goes to Jade, kneels, and goes down on her.

I guess that's Kiki's plan for the morning, why she didn't make me come, so I'd be quick with Jade. That's what counts as a prank in this office. Kiki's programmed her own app on the watch which monitors my vital signs, it recognizes when I'm coming and alerts her. The watch also tells her where I am, her "electronic leash" as she calls it. It's the virtual equivalent of the one she'll put around my dick and balls, I like that so much, I like being Kiki's. With the leash, she can always find me when I've come, and she does like cleaning up after me.

So, I'm slumped in the chair, resting, as Kiki is going down on Jade, finishing what I started, and cleaning up after me. That's hot. I'm starting to get interested again, I get hard. Eventually, Kiki finishes off Jade, and leaves her on the desk to recover. She gets up to kiss me, she tastes of Jade's pussy, I like that, and my cum, I'm not so fond of that. Then she kneels again, and goes down on me, only briefly unfortunately, just to clean me up a bit. Then, she leaves to go do her thing again, but reminds me, "Don't forget lunch." We have a lunch appointment, and it’s almost lunch time.

I check with Jade, she's happy for now, so I leave her office. On the way out, I'm stopped by Brooke, Jade's secretary. Brooke looks like she belongs in a porn film, but she doesn't do porn. She's an actress, "between roles," but doesn't play that sort of role. She doesn't mind working for a porn company though, obviously. She's been watching the whole scene, her desk is positioned so she can see Jade's desk in the office. She's been turned on by it, not an unusual occurrence. In this case, she bends over her desk, pulls up her skirt, and makes it obvious she's not wearing panties.

Now I've come in Jade's pussy, it's "safe" for me to fuck the girls. There are only a few times a day I can come, and those are reserved. So once I've come, and in no danger of coming again in a hurry, the girls know I can fuck them. So I fuck her. I like that, I like fucking, but I am trying to get to lunch, so I try to get her off quickly. She comes, and I leave her slumped over her desk.

I walk through the green room on the way to my locker; the news has spread it seems. When one of the girls in there sees it's me, she does much the same as Brooke did. No skirt to pull up though, she started naked. She bends over and waggles her ass at me. So I fuck her as well, I'm still trying to hurry, so she comes quickly, then the other two girls want a piece of me as well. I'm starting to think I might come if I'm not careful, but I manage to make them come, and go change without coming myself. I've said it before, but I'll say it again, I love my job.

I get changed and manage to find Kiki to get to lunch. Jade is joining us, and so is Dee. I like Dee, she's fun as well, and so sexy, and a great fuck. We go to the usual place, TGIF's for lunch. The hostess and the waiters are used to us now, I've fucked most of the girls, so they're nice to us. That started with Kiki picking up one of the waitresses once, and I joined in the sex. After that my reputation spread, so I got more offers. The male waiters just ogle the girls and are nice to us. Kiki, Jade and Dee had business to discuss, I didn't take much notice of that. Mostly, I was distracted by Dee's boobs which are still trying to escape from her top, they never quite seem to manage it, but it makes me wonder. I did notice the top was less colorful than some she's worn, I must really like her to have noticed that.

I was disappointed when Dee said she was leaving, not coming back to the office with us. I'd been looking forward to having Dee, she's an investor in the company, so she gets preferential treatment. She did say she'd see us later which was encouraging. Back in the office, I helped out Kiki with her breast pumping. She's producing milk for the little one to eat, but producing it has the same effect as feeding does on her. With me on hand, she likes me to go down on her while she's pumping. That works for me, I do wonder if her coming while pumping has any effect on the taste.

Later in the afternoon I help interview potential new talent. There are lots of girls who say they want into porn, the main thing is we try to put them off of the idea before someone takes advantage of them. Most of them really have no clue what they'd be getting themselves into. If it's progressed to a face to face interview, they should have some idea of what it's about. So now we see if they can go through with it. Before finally having them fuck on video, Kiki will have them strip in the middle of the office, with an audience, like me (naked and hard remember). Then ask them to fake an orgasm. They've got to be able to do that sort of thing in front of people.

If all goes well and they do seem like the right stuff, I'll go down on them. That's usually a surprise, they're expecting to have to act again, I try to get them to come for real, after playing with them for a while. Kiki values my opinion of the girl. This time it was Enya, she was smoking hot, she betrayed no self-consciousness when stripping off, and her fake orgasm was suitably pornish. I found her very easy to read, so I could play with her forever, but I eventually decided to finish her off, leaving her in a sweaty heap on the casting couch. I gave the thumbs up to Kiki, I'd like to do that again, and I think she'll make a fine porn actress. Kiki then kissed me and I left to go do my regular job. There were plenty in the green room.

The afternoon is another blur, then its time to go home. I get dressed and Kiki drives us home. At home we do normal domestic things, Kiki feeds the little one, we get some food, we sit down to watch the TV. That's when I notice that Kiki isn't sitting. She's kneeling, not quite at my feet, a bit off to the side. She's also lost her crop top. Her usual CEO (of a porn company) attire is a mini skirt and crop top, usually nothing else. So now she's wearing just that white leather mini skirt I like on her so much, I didn't think she'd been wearing that earlier. If I thought about it, I'd have realized she never asked me for anything after feeding the little one, so she must be so turned on.

She's looking up at me, with an enigmatic expression, I've seen it before. Not quite pleading, not quite resignation, not quite lust, a lot of expectation, I'm really not sure what the expression means, except that she wants me to do her. She'll do anything I want. If you've never had someone look at you like that, you won't know how much of a turn on it is. A look like that goes straight to my genetic programming, I revert to a more primitive state. Maybe Neanderthal, maybe homo erectus, maybe my lizard brain takes over. She wants me to do her, and the more primitive and forceful the better.

You know I'm normally the submissive, but she's now the submissive. Domination isn't my thing, but that offer of ANYTHING does it for me. I'm also sort of the masochist, but now she'll take whatever I can give her. Though, I'm really not a sadist, if she cried out because of what I do, it'll reduce me to tears. That's a way to ruin a scene like this.

I'm not thinking, I act. I pick her up, literally, and throw her over the arm of the sofa. I start to fuck her hard, doggy style, still not thinking much. She does come a few times, I'd like that if I cared, but I don't. I'm not coming soon, so I drag her off the arm, and hold her by the hair on the scruff of her neck, while I fuck her face. Still not coming, so, still holding her, jack off over her face, while she gasps for breath, finally I come over her face. That really is my favorite thing, of all my favorites.

I let her go and slump onto the sofa. After a pause, she gets up with me and hugs me. "Thank you." She says, I never know why anyone would thank me for that. After that we're just a normal domestic couple (though we may have a bit more sex than most couples). We were just about thinking of going to bed (to sleep), quite early as I had to catch an early flight back to school in the morning, when Dee arrived.

Dee was going to be staying with Kiki for a while to help out with the kid, she had been supposed to get there earlier, but had gotten held up. That did put a crimp in the evening, we went to bed (all together in our bed), without sex. That was weird.

However, I have this hazy memory, at the time I wasn't sure it was a memory, not a dream. Kiki roused me when she went to feed the kid, and pointed me towards Dee. Dee was lying naked on her back, with her legs apart. She'd have been very tasty, if it weren't so dark, she was just a vague shadow. But anyway, I moved down to her feet, and gently pushed them apart some more, so I could get to her pussy.

That may be the only time I've got to Dee's pussy when she wasn't turned on already. She was asleep, so had an excuse, I set about rectifying that. I gently licked at her outer lips, running my tongue up her crack, trying to pry it open. As she warmed up, her lips opened and I started to find some moisture, that was a good sign. Also a good sign was the sleepy sounding sighs, and her legs opening further. She was nicely warmed up now, she was tensing up and moaning, then she came.

That was when I woke up for real; a tidal wave of girlie cum squirted all over my face. I hadn't been thinking about that, I was mainly asleep, Kiki had thought of that, and handed me a towel to mop up the mess. I hadn't noticed Kiki was back on the bed. I'm not sure Dee was awake or not, she sad in a sleepy voice, "Thanks coz." I think that's what she said, then she snored, I think it was a snore, she never usually snores, she must have been really relaxed. She was definitely fast asleep. There's a story there, I'm going to have to ask her about sometime.

I must have got back to sleep as the next thing I remember is the alarm going off, at a really stupid hour. It was an even stupider hour that it might otherwise be, as we had two girls to get through the shower before we went of to the airport. While Dee was in the shower, I had a farewell fuck with Kiki. Unfortunately, we didn't have time for me to get to Dee before we left for the airport.

I have the best wife, and the best job in the world. Though she only allows me to do the job part time, she insists I have to finish the doctorate. I'm not going to see her until the weekend, but I'm sure we'll make up for it then. In the meantime, we have FaceTime sessions. Now we're married, Kiki has a rule, when we're living apart, no coming without her watching (well, I might be allowed once a day, in an emergency). That's such a turn on in so many ways. Kiki asserting her dominance is going to get me hot. And it's so embarrassing to be on display like that, particularly if she plays it on the big screen in the conference room for the others to watch. I come so hard when she does that.

Kiki's going to know anyway if something's happening, either if I try to get myself off, or like say Rose or another of Kiki's friends coming round to my place. With the electronic leash in place, she'll quite often interrupt me if I forget (or am too distracted) to make the call. Or there was the time Dee called, to show me Kiki working away between her legs, that was hot, that helped me get off (on my own, unfortunately). Though I did insist Dee make Kiki come as well, with Dee being dominant, she sometimes tries to deny Kiki orgasms, I never understand that, that's just cruel.

 

2.5: Be still my Cheating Heart.

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How do you cheat on someone when your jobs are to have sex with other people?

Kiki's my wife, she runs a porn production company, after she made a name, and a buttload of money, acting in porn. She still acts in some of her productions. I on the other hand, sometimes hang around the productions, and Kiki encourages the porn stars to be nice to me (like have sex with me). I do officially have a job as part of the production, just taking care of the women's needs, including sex. It's the sex I like. The job may have been a joke, which stuck, I do get paid to have sex with porn stars who want it. Plenty do seem to want it though, talk about a dream job.

But then there's Kennedy, she was my lab partner when we were doing our doctorates; she was also a friend with benefits. We kept in touch after she graduated, I sort of lined her up as my mistress before I proposed to Kiki. A typical episode with Kennedy started in the evening after a shoot, Kiki was in her office doing CEO things, and I got a text.

"Outside now - Kennedy."

As soon as I got the text, my heart rate soared, my breathing got ragged, and I got hard. Kennedy is very demanding, I like that. We're compatible, she's dominant, and I'm submissive. Kennedy is just about the opposite of Kiki, she's demanding, sarcastic, abrasive, just loves humiliating me, and pushing me around. Kiki on the other hand is just agreeable, she likes to do whatever I want to do to her. She knows about my submissive tendencies, the job is part of her solution to keeping me happy, the porn stars are encouraged to demand, not ask. My life is just about perfect, but Kennedy fills in something which was missing, it’s difficult to describe exactly what.

I walked out the front of the office, and stopped at the kerb. Kennedy's car pulled up, I got in, and she drove off. She didn't say much, when we stopped at a light, she reached over and felt my hard on. "Very good." Was the only thing she said, but she did smile.

We pulled into the usual seedy motel, and she ushered me into a room. "OK." Was her only comment, she wanted me to strip off. That was when I got self-conscious again, I blushed, but I did start taking it all off. She just stood there, more or less impassive, but she did have a bit of a smile. I was naked, I stood in front of her, downcast, hard of course, still blushing furiously. She coughed, I'm supposed to look her in the eye, so I feel even more uncomfortable; I met her gaze.

She still had that smug half smile, I was her plaything to play with as she liked. I like it like that. She nodded, so I sank to my knees, she does like me in a submissive posture. So do I. Now she changed clothes, she was totally comfortable with that. She always wore dowdy clothes to go with her image as a serious academic; they hid a totally stunning body. I always enjoyed this bit, then she put on her dominatrix outfit, just a leather jacket which only partly covered her as it was left undone, and her whip, her totem of power. Overall, I liked our episodes and would really miss them, but I don't totally enjoy everything we do. But then being forced into something unpleasant was a turn on. I never asked to be a submissive.

Kennedy came up to me, grabbed my head, and forced my face into her pussy. No force was needed, I'd have gone there happily of my own accord, if I knew that's what she wanted. But that's Kennedy, she wants to dominate and humiliate me. This doesn't seem that humiliating, but I enjoyed the being forced aspect though, so I'm happy. Satisfied with her display of dominance and that the correct order of things was in place, she let me breathe again, then herded me with the whip backwards towards the bed.

She picked up a bag she had, and set it on the bed behind me, she sat next to it. She got some cuffs out of the bag, so we were going to do bondage toady. I really like bondage, being tied up that is, I bought the bondage gear on Amazon and gave it to Kennedy. It seemed appropriately submissive to buy your own bonds, Kennedy appreciated it, she really likes tying me up.

She attached velcro cuffs to my wrists, and to just above my elbows. Then, she clipped them so my arms were folded behind my back, each wrist attached to the other elbow. That's an effective way of taking my arms out of service, getting them out of the way, so I can't defend myself or anything. Next she gently tugged on the bonds, encouraging me to stand up, then maneuvered me to lie on my back on the bed. It's quite difficult to even stand when you don't have use of your arms like that, I'd have difficulty getting up off the bed, even if I wanted to.

Next she made it even more difficult, she attached cuffs to my ankles, and just above my knees. She clipped them together, so my legs were tied together. Finally, she attached a cuff to some part of the foot of the bed and clipped it to my ankle cuffs, so I was tied down to the bed, at least by my legs. I wasn't totally tied down, but going anywhere would be more or less impossible.

So I'm naked, tied up, immobile, and pretty much helpless. That just turns me on so much. My dick has been hard ever since I got the text, there's no way that's going to change now I'm at Kennedy's mercy. Kennedy climbs on the bed with me, and without any preliminaries, she straddles me, grabs my dick, rubs it over her pussy, and then slips it inside. That's unexpected, I love being mounted like that, if someone had asked me to describe my perfect scene, it'd start off like this. Its most un-Kennedy like to be so accommodating, so I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.

It does, she says, "I want you to come in me, then you can clean it up again." Kennedy loves me licking cum out of her pussy, it doesn't even have to be my cum. I don't like that, but being forced to do it, and the humiliation turns me on, a lot, even more if its someone else's. So she's guaranteed I'm going to come quickly, but she still encourages me, apart from her riding me, and little love swats from the whip. She feels her boobs and offers them to me, and says, "Come on, come in me, I so want you to come in me. I want masses of hot sticky cum in my cunt," that would be enough, but she goes on to add, "to go with Rod's." She's taunting me that she already has someone else's cum in her. Finally, "The more mess you make, the more you have to clean up."

Then, she tweaks my nipples. I really hate that (and she knows it), but I'm helpless to do anything about it; so of course, the dominance, and my helplessness turns me on more. She reaches to tweak me again, and says, "If you don't come, I'll just pull harder and harder until you do." That was enough, that finally did it, I came.

I expected to be roused by Kennedy's wet pussy plopping down on my face, but this time it never arrives. I open my eyes and Kennedy is looming above me. Her pussy is hovering just above my face, I assume she's squatting. "Watch this. Open wide." She says, and her pussy starts moving like she's exercising the muscles in there. She is, she's trying to force the cum out of her pussy, onto my face, and into my mouth. I have my mouth open wide, a drop of cum drips, and drops in my mouth. Then some more, and finally a large gob of it lands on my nose, and in my mouth.

Now, Kennedy hops a bit and her pussy comes down on my face, she's kneeling now I think. She rubs her slimy pussy all over my slimy face, then settles down for me to do my real work. I really like licking pussy, I never think that I do a good job from this angle, but I don't care, I love it this way. I could do without the cum, but, you guessed it, the humiliation of cleaning mine, and Rod's, cum just turned me on more. Being turned on makes it seem like a much better idea. Poor me, I love it.

So I'm having fun, working away on Kennedy, loving every minute of it. Unfortunately, I make her come, so that's that for now. But that's the point, so it’s good. She sinks down, with me underneath her, to recover a bit I guess. That makes breathing impossible. That's an even bigger turn on, but I start to worry, I struggle, but there's no way I can do anything. I can't breath, but soon, I no longer care. Hypoxia has various interesting effects including euphoria and a hard on.

Kennedy gets off my face, so I can gasp for breath. I'm just about recovering, then Kennedy grabs my hard on and laughs, "It never fails." I'm a bit out of it at that point, so don't react. She gets off the bed, gets something out of the bag, then appears looming above me. This time she's fastening on the strap on dildo. I hate what she does with that, it was also me who bought that for her, it’s amazing what you can get from Amazon. Its fitting that I bought her the implement of my own humiliation.

I try to affect the outcome, I ask, "I don't suppose I could persuade you not to do that?" As usual, the attempt didn't go well.

She smiles reaches into the bag and pulls out a leather paddle. Guess who bought that for her. "Would you prefer a good paddling?" She asks, "I'd really like to turn your ass red, so you scream and cry; I will unless you tell me otherwise." I hate being spanked more than anything she likes to do, I hate it so much, she doesn't do it often. But, the threat of it will turn me on of course, and she also uses the threat to get me to agree to something else instead. She'll use the paddle because I just can't stand the whip at all, I'll instantly use my safeword if she does use it. She still does sometimes, just to show me who's boss.

I'm pretty sure she'd be happiest if I told her to spank me, but I just couldn't go for it. So I just say, "Use that then." Referring to the dildo.

She had a different idea, "Never mind, I feel like spanking you." With that she rolled me over, there was nothing I could do about that, and spanked me, hard with the paddle, OW! Luckily, she only spanked me once on each butt cheek. If she'd carried on I'd have been using my safeword, if I do that, she has to blow me, sort of to say sorry. So I was in two minds about these events. I'm sure Kennedy had calculated this into her treatment of me.

With my ass still smarting, she rolled me back over, she was smiling, grinning was more like it. She just said, "Oh well." And set about rearranging the cuffs. I ended up with my ankles clipped to my elbows, so my legs were apart and my knees bent. Then, she went for a bit of gratuitous humiliation, she presented the dildo to my lips, I had to fellate it. I hated that as well, I especially hated it considering where it’s been. I trusteed she'd washed it, when she tried that on me without washing it, I did use my safeword.

She definitely enjoyed my discomfiture, that's my job to be discomforted and humiliated. At least I could derive that satisfaction from the proceedings. Tiring of that, she grabbed a bottle of lube from her bag, knelt between my legs and lubed up the dildo. Then, she fucked me in the ass with it. Some people like that, like Kiki, she'll come from me doing that. I'm not one that likes it, mild discomfort is the best I can say about it, really I don't want to dwell on it.

Yes, I hated it, yes I loved being degraded like that. I liked that she grabbed my dick and started jacking me off. I'm still not dwelling on the unpleasantness, but it took me a while to come, it wasn't that long since the last time. Kennedy was smiling, almost manically and would occasionally cackle. I don't know if she derived any physical pleasure from the act, but she certainly enjoyed it.

I'm getting close to coming, she taunts me, "You love having your ass fucked, don't you." I didn't say anything, that was my least favorite aspect of the situation, which on balance I would probably say I enjoy, or at least derive sexual satisfaction from. Not satisfied with my reaction, she says, "Go on say it, or I'll stop." She stops both the fucking and the jacking off.

I feel like my orgasm might slip away if she didn't start back up, so I said, "Ok, Ok." She starts up the thrusts and the hand again. "I love being fucked int the ass, I love you fucking me in the ass." So now she's gotten me to ask her to fuck me in the first place, and now admit I love it; my humiliation is complete.

She went on, "You should do this to the slut when you get home, get to reassert your manhood." That's how she refers to Kiki, as 'the slut', but that was an idea, Kiki loves it when I do that, with my real, not fake, dick. That finally did it for me, I came.

Kennedy was kneeling by my head, the unpleasantly used dildo waving much to close to my face. She showed me her hands, they were covered in my cum; she must have caught most of it. Then, she wiped the mess over her boobs, and then presented the boobs to me for attention. Now I'm expected to lick my cum of her boobs, I like the licking boobs part of that anyway. As you can guess, the licking my cum part turned me on; I got hard again as I was doing it.

Satisfied I'd cleaned the boobs sufficiently, she grasped my hard on and smiled at me. Then, she undid the clips on my wrist cuffs, said, "See you then." And disappeared into the bathroom, still wearing the dildo. I managed to unclip the rest of the bonds and get free. I could hear the shower going by that time. I'd been dismissed, let loose. First, I packed away the tools of my torment in the bag, then dressed and left the motel. I got to walk back to the office. It wasn't that far.

Back at the office, I went to Kiki's office; she was there working away. When she saw me, she got up and bounded over to me. She kissed me, and tasted my cum and Kennedy's juices on my face, "Oh." She said. I didn't feel like talking, I grabbed her crop top and pulled it over her head. She raised her arms to let me get it off, that left her half-naked, with her magnificent boobs on display. I didn't take advantage of the boobs immediately, but I roughly bundled her over the desk. "Ooo." Was her response to that.

I lifted her miniskirt, she wasn't wearing panties, pretty standard business attire for her. I reached for a condom, there were baskets of them on her desk, and got some lube, again available on her desk, just like usual. With a lubed up condom on, I plunged into her ass and pounded away at her. Kennedy was right, I did feel like I was regaining my manhood doing that. Kiki was noisily appreciative of my treatment of her, it didn't take her long to come and slump on the desk. I ripped off the condom and threw it in the bin, then I pulled Kiki off the desk; she ended up kneeling on the floor.

I presented my hard on to her lips, and she showed no hesitation in letting me in. I held her head and fucked her face for a while, to the accompaniment of lost of gurgling and choking sounds. Eventually I decided to finish, so I pulled out and jacked off over her face while she smiled up at me. I came, then decided sitting on the desk was a smart move.

Kiki sat next to me and hugged me. "Feel better now?" I did.

I hugged her back, then suggested, "Go lie down, I'll go rinse off and join you." There was both a bedroom, and a bathroom attached to Kiki's office. Porn production has needs like that, she went to the bedroom, I jumped in the shower and washed off the remainder of my humiliation, then went to join Kiki for a nice cuddle, where I could really appreciate her boobs.

I still think of Kiki and Kennedy as two people, they really are, even if they inhabit the same body. So that's how I cheat on my wife, with someone who isn't really my wife. I sneak out and have sex, it feels like Kiki doesn't know. I suppose you could call it role play, but it seems very real to me.

 

2.6: What happens in Vegas.

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I woke up, Kiki was there smiling at me. She pulled off the covers so I could see the full magnificence which is her body. She really is the sexiest woman alive; I'm not biased or anything. I wasn't thinking about it then, but I really am blessed. I married Dr Kiki Kennedy, my favorite porn star. Not just that, she's now the CEO of a successful porn production company, and she encourages the talent (the girls anyway) to fuck me. So I've had a lot to compare her to and she is still the sexiest, I know this for a fact. So not yet thirty, smoking hot body, always horny, devastatingly intelligent (the title "Dr" is for real, in particle physics), rich, and she likes to share. I'm not seeing a downside here (and there isn't one in this story).

"Breakfast?" She asked.

I got hard almost instantly at that, I'll explain why in a second. She reached over and handed me the room service book, I had a look over it and selected the American Breakfast, maybe not the most exciting choice in the world, but the kitchens at a fancy hotel like this make it pretty delicious. And it was all expensed.

We were on a business trip, to Las Vegas, for the AVN show. (AVN is "Adult Video News," the trade paper for the porn industry, they have a big show, and it coincides with CES.) So Kiki's company was paying for all of this, which is good, I would not have wanted to spend the $900/night the hotel charged while CES is in town. That $900 is just for their cheap room, they had more expensive ones, but even their cheap room is about the nicest hotel room I've ever stayed in. We've stayed in a few nice ones traveling for Kiki's business. As the CES was now over, this night had only cost the company $300. We were staying on for a romantic break.

As Vegas hotels go, this was a weird one. It was very conveniently located on the center of the strip, just a monorail hop away from the convention center, but it's non-smoking, and it has no casino. It's like an oasis of sanity in the midst of the madness which is Vegas. Being a Californian, I never really appreciated "non-smoking" until I got to Vegas the first time. People still smoke indoors there, it’s horrible.

So Kiki calls room service and orders our breakfast, then says, "Time for a summoning ritual." That's why I got hard, she likes to pleasure me, while we're waiting for breakfast to arrive. Calling it a "summoning ritual" goes back to a time in college when we ordered a pizza, then we started fooling around. It got to the point where she was blowing me, and I was thinking I'd be coming soon when the pizza arrived. Someone made a comment about that being a "summoning ritual" and the name stuck.

I just lay there, and she got to work. I like that. She started rubbing her boobs all over me, in my face, I like boobs in my face (or, just I LIKE BOOBS), then down my body. When she got to my dick she popped it in her mouth briefly to get it good and wet, then rubbed her boobs up and down it. She trapped the dick in her cleavage and started jacking me off like that. I like that. Honestly, I like it however she gets me off.

She starts blowing me. At those times when my dick is sticking out from between her boobs, her mouth is there to catch it. That's even better. I'm just happy. I'm not caring about coming or anything, I'm just lying there not thinking. I'm probably moaning, moaning is good it tells them they're doing it right. Then, she stops. Before I can fully process this development, she's at it again, this time with her pussy. She's on top of me, fucking me.

I like doing a lot of things, and a lot of them are my favorite, but this is particularly good. I just lie there and be lazy, and her pussy works on my dick to make me come. I can watch her bounce up and down. She bounces particularly nicely; those boobs which had just been wrapped around my dick are perfect. I'm really getting into this, and so is Kiki, she's moaning now, it’s not going to be long for either of us. Then the doorbell rings, I come, and Kiki says, "Shit! It worked too well." And laughed. I don't think she's come yet.

She leaves me, fucked senseless on the bed, throws on her kimono, and goes to answer the door. She's said of that kimono, that it "leaves a lot to be desired as clothing." My response is I don't think that's its primary purpose. Its primary purpose is to turn me on, not that I usually need much help with that. The kimono is barely big enough to wrap around her boobs; she usually lets it hang open. It’s barely long enough to cover her pussy. So when she's wearing it, she's constantly teasing you with glimpses of what's under it. It usually doesn't stay on long, at least not covering anything.

I hear her answer the door and exchange pleasantries with the waiter. Then Kiki walks back into the room and says, "You should cover yourself up." And flips a cover over me so my dick is no longer on display. Then, the waiter walks into the room pushing the room service cart. I blush and pull the covers up further, before I register the waiter is a girl. She doesn't obviously notice either of our states, I'm sure she's seen it all before, she carries on in her very cheery manner, and gets things ready. Then, Kiki shows her out.

Kiki comes back into the bedroom and the kimono is not fastened at all, and I'm catching glimpses of what's under there. It hadn't been fastened when the waiter was in the room either. I also notice a trail of cum running down her inner thigh. She's carrying two hand towels from the bathroom, she puts one down on the desk chair for me to sit on and one on the sofa for her to sit on. I join her for breakfast. The breakfast is excellent, I like getting room service breakfast at a fancy hotel, its one of life's great pleasures. As I said, nothing particularly special, bacon, eggs, potatoes, toast, coffee, pretty standard, but they do it so well. That and I'm naked and looking at my nearly naked (only the open kimono), smoking hot, wife.

She seemed to be enjoying the view as well, both of naked me, and of the strip outside the window. We'd opened the curtains to get a better view, so anyone looking our way would have gotten a pretty good view as well. Though I'm not sure how visible we'd be really, the building's a new fancy "LEED" certified one, and all the windows are covered in reflective film to keep the sun out. Just opening the curtains was a challenge, everything is done by using the TV remote to select on screen menus to do things, including setting the temperature, opening the curtains, and turning on the lights.

With breakfast over, she said, "I'll go shower, so you can have dessert." That was promising, I like eating her, so she'll use meal metaphors to suggest me going down on her, like, "do you want an appetizer," or as in this case, "having dessert." She'd probably liked to have skipped the shower, but I'm really not fond of dining on my own (or anybody else's) cum. So being as Kiki is so accommodating, she'll wash up for me first.

That was my cue to go down to the gym. I've got to keep fit, or I'd never be able to keep up with Kiki. 25 minutes on a bike at the top of the aerobic zone should do it, around a 170 heart rate. That's also a good way to get really sweaty, so I get back to the room with my shirt totally soaked. Kiki's just getting out of the shower, and goes, "Mmmm."

She strips off my soaked exercise gear, and I kick off my sneakers. She unfolds a big bath towel over the bed, and I lie down on it. I'm a little pooped from my effort, so that's good. She licks up some of the sweat from over my breast bone, she's a bit weird like that, but I'm not going to stop her. She does move onto my nipples, though that I really don't like, so I make less appreciative noises and she stops. Then she moves onto dessert, she climbs on my face and plops her wet (with her juices), freshly washed pussy on my face.

Freshly washed means it doesn't have that much flavor until I find some more of her juices, it still tastes a bit clean though. I'm not complaining; I'm really lucky. But, pussy does taste best when it’s not quite so fresh, but not with cum in it. But, I LIKE LICKING PUSSY, any pussy will do, Kiki's is particularly special, because it’s Kiki's. She doesn't take long about coming. Then gets down and hugs me. This time she says, "I love you Matt." I'm still not used to this love thing, so I don't immediately respond. I think I love her, I certainly love being with her, but I'm not used to saying that yet.

I do sort of complain that she didn't last long. She sighs and hugs me more, but she does offer me some more, and I take her up on that. This time when she's going to sit on me, I suggest, "Other way around?" So she turns around and gets into a sixty-nine position. Of all my favorite things, this may be my favorite, especially when Kiki does it for my benefit. The one drawback to sixty-nine is getting distracted. It’s difficult to both give and receive at once, so we'll designate one or other party as the beneficiary of the act and they're free to be distracted, and not feel guilty about doing a poor job on the other.

This was for my benefit, a blowjob to get me off. I really like a pussy in my face while she's doing that. I licked at her, but I don't think I was doing such a good job, because I was distracted by the blowjob. Kiki is very distracting when my dick is in her mouth, she seemed to be in a hurry, so was extra distracting. It didn't take me long to come. As I was coming, I tensed up, grabbed the back of her head and rammed my dick as far as it could go into her mouth. I held her there as I pumped my cum down her throat, then I relaxed and there was a gasp from Kiki when she could breathe again.

She took her pussy off my face and I was hugged again. She said, "Thank you, I love you."

My brain was still quite foggy, so I answered, "I love you too." Without thinking about it much, like I say, I'm pretty sure I do. She hugged me tighter and then got up, saying, "I'll go rinse off, then you should get in the shower, remember we have an appointment." Now I remembered, we had an appointment in the spa for later, that was why she was rushing me.

We got down to the spa, well ahead of the appointed time, as we'd get to use their other facilities. The hotel, as well as the spa, has an "oriental" theme, so we got served green tea while we had the consultation. They like you to fill in a questionnaire, make sure you're healthy enough for whatever. I'm sure it’s just the lawyers wanting to cover the hotel's ass, but that's always the way it goes.

We got shown the facilities and then let loose. Unfortunately, this spa was segregated, there was a men's side and a woman's side. It also seemed that clothing, like swim shorts was the norm. This is America after all; we're an uptight bunch. Some spa's we'd been to, like in Europe, they'd be mixed, and clothing of any sort was unusual. I like those, if I can stop from getting a hard on. That's a good reason (if a reason is needed) to have sex before going to a spa, so you're less likely to get an embarrassing hard on.

I used the facilities, they had fancy hydrotherapy pools, the usual sauna (dry heat) and steam room, and fancy showers with digital controls which gave you various "experiences," like "tropical forrest" or "Arctic mist." It was when Arctic mist decided to spray freezing cold water over me, I got more wary of what it was doing.

Then it was time for our massage. Massages are one of those things that grown ups do, but no one ever told you about. We'd reserved a "couples massage." It sounds like the setup for a sex scene, you lie naked on a "table" (really a very narrow bed which can raise or lower), Kiki is lying naked on the next table, we're close enough could hold hands if we wanted. Then the girls (the masseuses, we have one each) spread you with oil or cream and stroke you all over. With a couple's massage you have a private suite, just for the four of you.

Weirdly, it's not erotic. The massage is therapeutic, not sexual, they poke and prod you to make your muscles relax, they'll poke and poke at stiff muscles until you go "Ow!" There's no "happy ending," they carefully avoid your dick or pussy, and they keep you decorously "draped" at all times. You'd think having a girl stroke you all over would get you hot, but really it's just very relaxing; it reduces you to a boneless heap, and your mind goes wandering elsewhere.

That is unless you find a masseuse who can do a really good foot massage, then you end up as a puddle of goo on the table, and it feels like you've cheated on your wife. Unfortunately, my masseuse is not that good, and she tickles my feet. (Now, Cheri from craft services who sometimes works on Kiki's productions is an amateur masseuse and knows how to do that properly, but she's not here.)

Now, we had the suite to ourselves for about another hour. It had the two massage tables, as well its own shower, a small hydro-therapy pool, and a sauna. We decided on the sauna. The sauna said 170 degrees, about average for a sauna. I threw some water on the rocks to give it a little humidity, and make it feel even hotter, then sat down on a towel on the top bench. Sauna's have benches at various levels, the higher you go the hotter it is. You just sit and sweat for a while, then you'll go to cool off in the pool.

Kiki had a different idea, she put her towel down on the bench below. The towel is not just for hygiene, but the benches are fucking hot, like 170 degrees, they feel much hotter than the air. (I could explain the physics of that, Physics is my thing as well, I've almost got my doctorate, but that's not why you're reading this.) She knelt on the towel and went down on me. I was all floppy and relaxed after the massage. I'd managed to not get hard during the massage, they really are relaxing, but Kiki was making my dick change its mind about the floppiness in a hurry.

If you've never had a blowjob in a sauna, you're missing out, it’s different, and you get really sweaty. This time she wasn't in a hurry, though I did have thoughts I should get out of their before I expire from the heat. They recommend only 15 minutes at a time in a sauna, all saunas have clocks to help you there. So I know, twelve minutes later I come in Kiki's mouth, I was quite relaxed about it this time, no holding and choking her. I flop back against the birch panelling behind me, then sit back up in a hurry when I get burnt by the panelling.

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Next we had reservations in the tea lounge up in the sky lobby on the 23rd floor. The lounge had great views of the strip, but was a bit messed up. Like I said, the hotel has an oriental theme, the tea lounge was decorated all oriental, but served English tea. Usually, I'll drink coffee, but the tea made a change, along with the scones and pastries and sandwiches. The English seem to have very heavy teas, we were stuffed and went back to our room to recover.

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Finally, much later, the tea had settled and were hungry again, time for dinner. We considered going to the fancy French restaurant on the 23rd floor, but felt like something simpler. We decided on the burger place down on the strip, in the hotel's retail frontage. It was run by a celebrity chef, and did gourmet burgers. I wasn't sure how you made a burger gourmet, but it sounded tasty. While we were walking through the ground floor lobby, Kiki met someone, and started talking to them.

I hung around and Kiki introduced me to the girl, Lisa. Then Kiki asked, "You don't mind if Lisa comes to dinner with us?" I didn't, that was usually the way Kiki introduced me to a new porn star we were going to fuck. I didn't recognize Lisa as a porn actress, but then I don't know them all. In this case, Lisa turned out to be not a porn actress, she was the waitress who'd delivered our breakfast this morning. Kiki and her had recognized each other when they met in the lobby.

Dinner was tasty, I've never thought of putting potato chips in a burger before, but the celebrity chef had. The conversation was even tastier. Kiki and Lisa seemed to be keen on each other. Lisa was a lesbian and liked watching Kiki's lesbian videos, even if they were really meant for men. Lisa said Kiki's videos seemed more genuine than the average one. I did say, Kiki did like lesbian sex, even off camera. I had to add, I'd seen her at it often enough.

At the end of the evening, it seems that they'd arranged for Lisa to come back to the room with us sometime during dinner. I was expected to just watch. We'd had quite a few encounters which had started with that premise, they usually didn't end that way, and neither did this one. Kiki gave her a lap dance, that's so hot, that got me hard. Then Kiki went down on her, I love watching her do that, it gets me so hot. I'm starting to feel left out here, but I have to leave them to it.

Finally, I got to go down on Lisa. Lisa had no objections to that by then, my only reservation was my dick was screaming at me to get in on the action, I hadn't gotten any since the sauna. I just about managed to ignore that, and do my best job on Lisa. It's going to be better for me in the long run if she enjoys it more. She certainly did seem to enjoy it, when I finally made her come, she collapsed into a sweaty smiling heap on the bed. I was desperate by that time, so Kiki came to my aid and blew me, we didn't want to bother Lisa at that point. That was good. Then, we all hugged for a while, but eventually Lisa had to leave. She said, she'd try to come back with breakfast in the morning. We'll see what happens then.

After Lisa left, Kiki and I snuggled up together, it took me a while to realize from the overly affectionate clues that she was horny. She knows letting me work that out on my own isn't a good strategy. Sometimes a little more assertiveness on her part wouldn't go amiss. Since she came last, she'd blown me three times, and gone down on Lisa, so she should be pretty desperate by now. So I lay her on her back, got down between her legs and did my best work on her, until my jaw got tired. I think Kiki liked that, I know I did.

 

2.7: Interview with Kiki.

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Warning: There is no sex in this one.

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This week’s industry movers and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy productions, one of the most successful production houses to come along recently.

AVN: So, “Dr” Kiki Kennedy?

Kiki: Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle physics no less. You can look up the exact title if you want, but it’s to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any sense to any of your readers, I invite them to join our “physics nerds” section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the title “Dr” would lend a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I’d only been known as a performer, and I’d hid the serious side of my personality from my fans, I didn’t think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain section of my fan base who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the post with a description of what I'm wearing. (Which seldom includes panties.)

AVN: How did you get into adult entertainment in the first place?

Kiki: In high school, I had a much older lover; he liked “barely legal” porn. He had a large collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production houses, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn’t think I was attractive, but with a little hair, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my lover had told me and I’d never believed. You know the story of the ugly ducking? That's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I hadn't noticed that all of a sudden I'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in high school; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a popular girl in high school; the butch chicks would pick on me. Most of it was probably resentment as I’d have a tendency to throw off the grading curve. (In other words, my being smart, led to them having lower grades, its bad use of statistics on the teacher’s part.)

Now, I had production companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could afford a decent car, and the good accommodations, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my life into porn and not porn. In the not porn world, I was much like my old self, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to make myself as desirable as possible. I’d do porn on the weekend, I’d fly down to the Valley to shoot, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own production company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband's professional circles I’m Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I’m Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some productions, but not so many these days. I was doing so many productions, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN: That brings up the question of what is your sexual orientation?

Kiki: I think I’m “lesbian with exceptions,” but my fans shouldn’t panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I’m not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN: You’ve mentioned your husband a couple of times now, tell us about him?

Kiki: Matt is my husband, he’s the most intelligent person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Don't forget, I'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral students, so that's saying something. If you want to find the eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he’s your man. He even understands GR and can find interesting solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he’s a total braniac, and that’s so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that’s not his strong point.

He has very simplistic world view when it comes to women, “sex good” probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you’re always getting the real Matt, he just doesn’t have any guile to hide anything. He’s shy, he used to be painfully shy; it took him about a week before he could actually talk to me in a reasonable fashion. He’s a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said, “Sex good.” Sums him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was "cute," coming like that on someone else's dick. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn’t want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki’s. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn’t want him getting into something he couldn’t handle. Most boyfriends outside the industry can’t handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn’t mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the right stuff. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him; he was a virgin at the time. It’s not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he’s an absolute dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my friends, know. And the best part is he doesn’t even know it himself. You’ll be flat on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn’t be that oblivious, but it doesn’t affect him. He’s still just thinking, “Sex good, more sex better.”

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in love with him. I never meant to, and I’d made it quite clear to him that I didn’t want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that’s what I’d told him I wanted. That's about the only time he's ever been anything less than totally transparent about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, "Sex good."

That's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was "disappointed" we didn't bring any of my friends with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I kind of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he’d prefer Kiki, but would like Kennedy as his mistress. I’m more integrated with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as Kennedy, am his mistress, both in the cheating sense and the dominant sense. I suppose you could call it role play, but that's not how he sees it. Though, I think it's about time Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to satisfy all his desires.

He’s really sweet, and a submissive really. I’m more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can enjoy sex with men so much. I really enjoy it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner bitch as Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don’t think he likes it as such, but that’s not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex slave, that's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my frustrations out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It’s probably very therapeutic to have someone you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I'd "take my work home" as he calls it. That's the other time he's not transparent, he'll very clearly communicate why he doesn't like something, but send other signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really doesn't want something, he's more muted on that point.

Like most talent in porn, I'd really like to have loving vanilla sex in my time off, but Matt has other interests. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I'd set up random encounters between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the "drive by fuck." I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I’m not the jealous type either, which is handy so Matt can enjoy himself; I send girls his way. He’s my secret weapon, his reputation as a lover draws in performers who want to try him out. He gets plenty of opportunities around here. When we were setting up the company, Jade made a joke that he should be the “fluffer,” at least for the women. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he’s around the production house. He has a full time job as a researcher, but does find time to come down here to work part time. I think he’d do it full time if I let him, but I couldn’t let that gorgeous mind of his go to waste. His first job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN: My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki: Just some BDSM gear, like a whip, a strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his balls. He'll protest that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that's what he believes, but there's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he doesn't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some bondage gear, but he's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power trip. Then at the end of it I found he wasn't playing, and just hadn't thought to use his safeword. He just doesn't think like that. Talk about a downer, I had to school him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN: And you have a baby by him as well. How does that work?

Pretty much the same way it’s worked for millions of years, but I'm not a biologist, so I won't explain the details. [Kiki bursts out laughing at this point.] Sorry, a little nerd humor. We left it to chance, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I'm not sure I'm mother material, but he liked the idea. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and lactation porn productions, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me; I wouldn't be the same person without being a mother. Now I'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nanny to help, but I'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to sleep in the evening. I'm the boss, so I can make my own rules and hours.

AVN: You said you had a split personality, what do you mean?

Kiki: When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two worlds I inhabited were so different, academia and porn, I had to keep them separate. I didn't think that being a college student, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my fans. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew? On the other hand, in academia, being in porn would have ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to work with men.

The field I was in, particle physics, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female. Being female and seen as available (as a porn actress) would have made it difficult for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious academic nerd in academia. In reality, I'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may love fucking slightly more than using my brain, but I wouldn't want my brain to atrophy from lack of use.

The amazing thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Kent routine and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same person, until I told them. None of my friends in the business suspected I was a genius, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as someone with 140 or greater IQ. The last time my IQ was measured it was 147. (And Matt's 165 by the way.) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I didn't have much of a social life at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to keep the secret. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to find that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we wouldn't just be friends, but friends with benefits. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few weeks when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical student, less frumpily, in the department, not like a porn star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those last few weeks, not all of it welcome.

AVN: You mentioned running a company your way?

Kiki: Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their opinion. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone's opinions are heard and respected. Of course, now I'm running a company, I appreciate that you can't always act on everyone's opinions, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special programs for college students, they have to keep up a B average to get on the program. The "College Nerds" series is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they'd have to be a very special person to get on with only a B average these days. We also have the "Naked Notes" series, we make serious instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They're some of our most popular lines. I'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN: Why did you start your company, rather than continuing your academic career?

It pays better. Seriously, the chances of even getting a postdoc position are slim, less than 10% of new doctors are likely to get a postdoc. Less than 1% will become tenured. I could have gone into industry, but if I'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [Kiki grins saying this.] Porn is one of the few businesses where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life, I've had a constant chorus of "girls don't do STEM subjects." [STEM means: "Science Technology Engineering Math."] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that girls don't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got sick of it, particularly when the alternative was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physics, and Matt may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else didn't think I belonged, my department had three women in it; I was the only American woman.

If I'd known then what I know now, I'd have come out as a geek earlier, the fans they're so supportive. They might have given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that's just the kiss of death. If you go to conferences, you'll see women scientists from say, Italy or France dressing sexily, it's accepted there. But, the American women all dress dowdily.

AVN: You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki: Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software development during my research, setting up a website was easy. Again, there's a certain set of fans who find that very hot. I have exclusive content there, and it’s a way to keep in contact with my fans. There's a lively discussion forum there and I'll join in some discussions, particularly in the "physics nerds" section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know's what else might happen, obviously I find a good mind very sexy.

 

Continuing the series: The Kennedys, the series. Season 3: Domestic Bliss.